I have been swallowing people’s pain to try numb mine.
i lost the control i thought i had of this thing that is constantly holding me back… I made a promise to myself that i would change. I meant the promise but I guess the experience I recently encountered made me succumb to the demon that beckons. I’m sorry if i had given you false hope in my transition but i couldn’t fight. I don’t want to fight forever… I can’t fight forever.